#213
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
In the blink of an eye, its been 6 months since we broke up. During these 6 months, you have no idea what i've been through. You may take days or weeks to forget this relationship, but i took months. After our break up, people told me stuffs about you. At first, i didn't believe them. I shielded you, i protected you, foolishly. As months go by, people told me more. But this time, i let them say what they want, and slowly, i listened. I knew more about you. About your past, everything about you. I believed.
Once, i told you, you were everything i wanted. But after the break up, i realised, good things don't come that easily. So i fought. I fought for you. In the end, you still left. You didn't care anymore.
Today, i'm proud to say that i'm over you. I'm not deceiving myself. I've moved on. I came to realise that you're the last guy i'm supposed to be sad over. I came to realise you are not worth of my tears, or my time. You no longer hold a place in my heart, nor do i care about you anymore. We are just strangers with memories now, not even friends anymore. That's what you wanted, you got it.
And today, i chased out the old tenant in my heart who had lived for 6 months without paying rent. I'm ready to let another tenant to move in. Yes, i'm ready.
I'm not forever yours, faithfully.
Goodbye, stranger.